Unit 5

Well I am now 3 months from my due date of the baby, and I cant wait till this baby is born. The baby have dropped into place and the pain is unbareable. If you ever had kids you might know what I'm going through. It hurts to get up and sometimes walk around at times. It makes it hard for me to sit for long period of times like when I have to do all my school work. I have been having a hard time focusing on items, like school work and day to day things. Pretty much if it doesn't pertain to my kids or this pregnancy ( I have gestestional diabetes) my mind is off base. Right now I am just hoping to pass this class I really dont want to get dropped from this course at all. I need this class to pass I'm on my last leg. Anyways hopefully I can pull it together in time.

Unit 4

Well I posted on unit 3 but did not recive credit so I hope I will for this one. I haven't been doing very well in my classes. I have been so distracted with my children and this pregnancy I just haven't been able to concentrate. I am really scared I am gonna fail these courses again and I don't think I will ever recover. I know after these classes I will be on a break from all my classes, for the fact that the baby will be due soon after. I think it will be a much needed break and will help me rethink what I am doing. I'm just not sure if I chose the right time to pursue this degree. I dont want to fail and hope that I will do better.

Unit 3 Blog post

Well just to let a few of you know I'm pregnant and expected to have this child around December 28th. I have been overly emotional and a bit crazy at times. I have three other children, so as many people say they keep me on my toes,but I have to also deal with social anxiety disorder. Over the years it has gotten worse and worse and the last time I took any medication was when I was 22 (I'm now pushing 35). Yes I know a long time without the help I truely needed, but without the proper insurance and lack of funds my health took a back seat. through out the years I have done very well with controlling it, but after the birth of my last daughter it got extremely harder to maintain myself. I have been through the death of my mother,and an almost failed marriage, and alot of stuff in between. I am hoping that after this child is born I can continue the therpy sessions I am in now and get on medications that I need (so long as I keep my insurance).